I think I’m taking a break. I could be wrong – it seems as soon as I decide I’m not going to write any more for a while a floodgate of sorts opens and I start posting twice a day.
I think I’m taking a break.
I’ve been feeling a greater and greater disconnect from this website for a while now. At first I thought it was – a year and a half ago – that I’d begun working as a cook and suddenly felt that I really had no right blogging about cooking because there is so much I DON’T know…I felt like a pretender to something I wasn’t.
I know, I think about the stupidest things for way too long.
Anyway, there was that.
But once I got a bit over feeling like a fake, I decided I’d just post about food sometimes, but without any authoritative tone in my writing voice.
But still…that fire is so much smaller now.
I think I just don’t feel like I’m her any more. The barefootkitchenwitch.
Things are changing in my life…well, of course, things are always changing in all our lives, right?…but in conjunction with those changes, I feel like
Oh hell I don’t even know how to say what I’m saying, because I’m keeping some stuff private, only I don’t want to – my urge is to write it all out, but frankly, I don’t feel like sharing with the universe just yet.
And putting that restriction on my own writing seems to have rendered me unable to write about anything except the occasional Scratchy post.
So I guess what I’m saying is I’m not sure what I’m doing just yet, but if I figure it out, I’ll let you know.